December 17, Author: Bipolar Relationships , heartbreak , Stories , unmedicated mental illness 1 Comment So, here I am struggling to overcome the grief and the guilt of losing someone I loved to mental illness. I cried everyday for months. I prayed for help, for guidance, for something to help the pain go away. We had an instant magnetic connection. He was so loving and magical. What more could anyone want? I was so happy, the universe had sent someone to love me and help me heal from all the heartbreak. We floated around in our love bubble…. And then, his energy seemed to shift dramatically.
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He was diagnosed about 7 or 8 years ago, on meds for a while then we just ignored the problem thinking it would go away. Three years ago I left after a very bad manic episode and he would not seek any professional help. When I said I was leaving it turned into an even worse episode that landed him in jail for a DUI I think he was trying to kill himself with the use of the car. I left for two months and he did everything right. Got help, swore he would stay on meds, let me have my freedom, etc.
I thought I had to give it another shot for the man I loved, our dogs, cat and the life we had built together.
For years I have pleaded with my sister (I’ll call her Sally) to get help, to be assessed by a psychiatrist and get on meds for bipolar disorder. Several years ago my brother (I’ll call him George) went and was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, and I went a couple of years later and was diagnosed.
Susannah grew up with a bipolar mother. This is a story of trauma and resilience. It was Australia day, , and I was two and a half years old when my father came home from work to find police cars surrounding the small cottage where we lived. My mother was sitting in the back seat of a police car, while I was being rushed away in an ambulance. I can still vaguely remember my mother sterilizing the knife in boiling water, then laying me on the sheepskin rug My mother slit my throat from ear to ear and held me for 40 minutes as I bled.
After awhile she realised what she’d done and called Fortunately for me they didn’t think she was a prank caller. My mother was in her late twenties, and this was her first psychotic episode. She was the oldest of seven children, and there was a history of mental illness and bipolar disorder in her family. This episode was going to start a long and complicated saga in our lives.
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December 6, Author: I am hoping that writing helps heal the pain. I had never really thought about mental illness, until my husband started getting sick. It was like the worst waking nightmare you could imagine. Thinking about it is hard. Processing it is even harder.
The textbook description of schizophrenia is a listing of symptoms: delusions, hallucinations, disorganized speech and behavior. But what does schizophrenia really feel like?
In his youth, Lawrence lived a quiet life as a painter. Then he quit his job, donned a fancy cape, grew a mustache, and told everyone who would listen that he was King Richard the Third of England. Here’s a sketch I did of my sweet crown. The American government owed him a vast fortune that he couldn’t claim the throne without. He hadn’t received the fortune because of, you guessed it, President Andrew Jackson.
Oh, and he believed that Jackson had killed his father in truly an impressive feat, when you consider that Lawrence’s father had never been to America and actually died in When Jackson attended a funeral in , Lawrence followed, hoping to kill him and presumably tug his mustache and disappear in a cloud of smoke.
He approached Jackson from behind, drew a pistol, and fired into his back at near point-blank range. Naturally, being an undead British king warrants carrying two pistols. He quickly drew and fired his second weapon. By this point others in attendance caught wind of our caped crusader and wrestled him to the ground. President Jackson served up some justice with his hickory cane before actual legal justice was served.
Lawrence was found not guilty by reason of insanity and spent the rest of his life in a mental institution.
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Some individuals with bipolar I disorder have hypomanic as well as manic episodes. Hypomania can also occur when moods progress downwards from a manic mood state to a normal mood. Hypomania is sometimes credited with increasing creativity and productive energy. Numerous people with bipolar disorder have credited hypomania with giving them an edge in their theater of work.
These periods are often interspersed with periods of relatively normal euthymic functioning. In some cases, depressive episodes routinely occur during the fall or winter and hypomanic ones in the spring or summer. In such cases, one speaks of a “seasonal pattern”. Given that norepinephrine and dopaminergic drugs are capable of triggering hypomania, theories relating to monoamine hyperactivity have been proposed.
A theory unifying depression and mania in bipolar individuals proposes that decreased serotonergic regulation of other monoamines can result in either depressive or manic symptoms. Lesions on the right side frontal and temporal lobes have further been associated with mania. This commonly surfaces in the mid to late teens. Because the teenage years are typically an emotionally charged time of life, it is not unusual for mood swings to be passed off as normal hormonal teen behavior and for a diagnosis of bipolar disorder to be missed until there is evidence of an obvious manic or hypomanic phase.
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My Eyes at the Moment of the Apparitions by German artist August Natterer , who had schizophrenia Cloth embroidered by a person diagnosed with schizophrenia See also: Basic symptoms of schizophrenia Individuals with schizophrenia may experience hallucinations most reported are hearing voices , delusions often bizarre or persecutory in nature , and disorganized thinking and speech. The last may range from loss of train of thought, to sentences only loosely connected in meaning, to speech that is not understandable known as word salad.
Social withdrawal, sloppiness of dress and hygiene, and loss of motivation and judgment are all common in schizophrenia.
Schizophrenia is not a terribly common disease but it can be a serious and chronic one. Worldwide about 1 percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia, and approximately % of Americans ( million) have the disorder. About million people will be diagnosed with schizophrenia .
History[ edit ] It has been proposed that there is a particular link between creativity and mental illness e. Since there are many different categories, this means that individuals can completely excel in one subject and know an average, or below average, amount of information about others. In the Aristotelian tradition, conversely, genius was viewed from a physiological standpoint, and it was believed that the same human quality was perhaps responsible for both extraordinary achievement and melancholy.
Some are affected by gaiety, others by melancholy, but all are more or less touched”. Individuals with mental illness are said to display a capacity to see the world in a novel and original way; literally, to see things that others cannot. While divergent thinking was associated with bilateral activation of the prefrontal cortex , schizotypal individuals were found to have much greater activation of their right prefrontal cortex. In agreement with this hypothesis, ambidexterity is also associated with schizotypal and schizophrenic individuals.
Three recent studies by Mark Batey and Adrian Furnham have demonstrated the relationships between schizotypal   and hypomanic personality  and several[ which? Particularly strong links have been identified between creativity and mood disorders , particularly manic-depressive disorder a. In Touched with Fire: Manic-Depressive Illness and the Artistic Temperament, Kay Redfield Jamison summarizes studies of mood-disorder rates in writers , poets and artists.
She also explores research that identifies mood disorders in such famous writers and artists as Ernest Hemingway who shot himself after electroconvulsive treatment , Virginia Woolf who drowned herself when she felt a depressive episode coming on , composer Robert Schumann who died in a mental institution , and even the famed visual artist Michelangelo.
A study looking at , persons with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder or unipolar depression, and their relatives, found overrepresentation in creative professions for those with bipolar disorder as well as for undiagnosed siblings of those with schizophrenia or bipolar disorder. There was no overall overrepresentation, but overrepresentation for artistic occupations, among those diagnosed with schizophrenia.
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Fundamentals What is Epigenetics? Epigenetics is the study of heritable changes in gene expression active versus inactive genes that do not involve changes to the underlying DNA sequence — a change in phenotype without a change in genotype — which in turn affects how cells read the genes. Epigenetic modifications can manifest as commonly as the manner in which cells terminally differentiate to end up as skin cells, liver cells, brain cells, etc.
Or, epigenetic change can have more damaging effects that can result in diseases like cancer. At least three systems including DNA methylation, histone modification and non-coding RNA ncRNA -associated gene silencing are currently considered to initiate and sustain epigenetic change.
What is Epigenetics? Epigenetics is the study of heritable changes in gene expression (active versus inactive genes) that do not involve changes to the underlying DNA sequence — a change in phenotype without a change in genotype — which in turn affects how cells read the genes. Epigenetic change is a regular and natural occurrence but can also be influenced by several factors including age.
Some Statistics and Patterns prevalence, course, prognosis Statistical Prevalence of Schizophrenia Schizophrenia is not a terribly common disease but it can be a serious and chronic one. Worldwide about 1 percent of the population is diagnosed with schizophrenia, and approximately 1. In the United States, this means about , people will be diagnosed, which translates to 7. Schizophrenia can affect people throughout the lifespan although new instances of the illness are most likely to occur in early adulthood.
It is relatively rare for children and older adults to develop schizophrenia, but it does happen. More commonly the incidence rate of diagnosis of new cases of schizophrenia increases in the teen years, reaching a peak of vulnerability between the ages of 16 and 25 years. Men and women show different patterns of susceptibility for developing schizophrenic symptoms. Males reach a single peak of vulnerability for developing schizophrenia between the ages of 18 and 25 years.
In contrast, female vulnerability peaks twice; first between 25 and 30 years, and then again around 40 years of age. Schizophrenic Symptoms Course The full onset of schizophrenia is typically preceded by a gradual ‘prodromal’ pre-cursor period where odd behaviors and experiences, such as anxiety, restlessness and hallucinations begin to occur, but not yet with their fullest force. There may be a gradual loss of reality.